Friday, March 30, 2012

"Don't be cause in my mind is all about you and thinking of what I can do to make you happy so go to bed."

Sticks and stones may break your bones but words don't. Words shouldn't, but, unfortunately, they do. They hurt the most actually. It lingers you see.

Spent the last week chilling with the cousin. By the pool, out stargazing at the rooftop, taking time to think about what life's taking me to. Quiet nights like these, I needed. I don't know if we did the right thing. For it hasn't been easy. You make me happy. But every night now feels surreal. I'm afraid. So afraid to fully let you back in. I don't know how am I gonna do this. Victim of my own mind. It's been quite a while, will everything be what you said we could have been? I don't know. Time will tell.