Things hasnt been going smoothly lately. Bb, friends, school, gramps. Why? ;/
I get angry, i get upset, i have feelings too. But ultimately, how long can i be angry, how long can i complain. I find myself thinking that maybe its my fault, maybe i shouldnt have flared up. But dont you play a part in this too? All you do is brush it off and, ignore, leaving me to save up and clear all of our mess when we're supposed to be in this together. Sometimes i feel like im in this alone. Sometimes i wish you'll be a lil more sensitive, a lil more patient and a lil more expressive and appreciative of my mere existance for just a lil bit. You dont listen, you never did, you make empty promises to pacify me for a moment. How long more will you take to realise that youve been taking me for granted. What makes you think i'll be here forever.
You lied, you left me alone all the time when i need you. But why do i keep going back for more like youve yet to hurt me enough. One moment, i feel so blessed to have you around, the next moment, its just me alone. I thought i knew you but no. You did it again. You did it to me again. Are you just not expressive enough and not know how to handle this or do you just wanna brush me off. Fool. Fool for you. Okay enough i should stop. Bye world.
Thank you bimbs, really.
xo, Boyfriendslaved.
